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Depressed Search Engine / 2 February 2016

I have already created a website experiencing psychosis  

Today I decided to create a depressed search engine insisting that there isn't any point to looking for what you want. 

I have self-hate in my programming too, the anti-virus is not sanity, that only makes my system crash again and again. To that end, I want to disrupt systems that produce ‘copy and paste’ identities/ thoughts/ perceptions/ life/ death, as a Trojan horse dressed as my little pony on acid with a little sadness in their hearts.

My anti-virus programme is my art and creativity; it is putting sanity over my lap and smacking its naughty bum bum.