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There's a new kid on the block

There's a new kid on the block folks ...


Identifying himself as 'Bonk Bipolar' (inspired from the Criptart character) he'll be adding his thoughts and feelings to the DAO Blog section on a regular basis.  He boldly opens up his head and heart and invites us to follow him along some extraordinary paths.


So let me introduce you to his unique style of poetry/rapping with this piece entitled Wrap Rap.


Wrap Rap

Too many ideas to achieve today,

so many thoughts that have run away.

Often I gaze and look into the grey matter

that is the patter

on my milky way.


I wander through days

and act on my gaze,

but nowhere it goes ... as my mind's a slave ...

to my inspirations and drive that go round and round

more often than not, driving me into the ground.


The options I strive for never seem to come near,

yet my thoughts and time get lost without fear.

I sit again at this pad with lettered keys

and a world I'm connected by internet that can often deceive.


My brain goes round and round and round,

yet I'm not moving, not a peep not a sound.

I can open my mind and step onto a cloud,
placing myself in a busy bustling crowd. 


Am I mental?  I ask myself with a chuckle

then I answer  with yes,

and a proud internal stutter!

Sitting wondering why my mind has these ticks,

never understanding what it is that makes me lick ...

my top front lip and why I rotate my neck ... 
‘till it clicks.


Oh no my legs are beginning to twitch,

stuck in this body like a trick,

deep breath in and out

can stop me from feeling shit.

Mind slowing

as I

take

charge

of it.


One again the brain,

my brain has caused these deep tricks.

Wonder why now I can hear conversations?

They’re not real as the people are not here,

but yet clear as day.

I look over my shoulder,

I'm sat all alone by myself and beginning to wonder...

is it real or am I having a moment?!


“Shut up Bonk” you’re starting to mutter,

if you told people what you did they would call you a NUTTER!

So when I'm quiet and

looking lost 

looking puzzled and stuck! 
Don't worry about me as I'm talking to US ... 

US being me myself and I,

and WE don't give a Fu*K!


 


Bonk Bi-Polar's blog starts in a few days. Click here for the link.

Posted by Dave Lupton, 19 February 2013

Last modified by Dave Lupton, 19 February 2013

Rider of the airways

This week I’ve handed my blog spot over to an artist whose medium is being creative with the airways.

Her name is Merry Cross who, apart from being a presenter on Reading community radio, is also well known as a disabled activist and one of the organisors of the Berkshire Disabled People Against Cuts movement.

Here’s her contribution:

Community Radio for disabled presenters
"Years ago, it struck me that radio is an ideal medium for virtually all disabled people, except obviously you Deafies!* I even drew up schedules for an entire radio station devoted to our issues, and tried, naively to float it (it sank without trace).

But then the internet and community radio stations came along and I leapt at the chance of a weekly show on Reading’s ‘Make Yourself Heard’ - blissfully unaware of how much work it would be! But I’m so glad I did it, because not only can it publicise local issues and give local Crips a voice, there’s nothing to stop it covering national issues too. And then there’s nothing to stop English speaking people from all over the world contributing or hearing it!

Also, not being part of a posh outfit run for profit by a bureaucracy, there is no pressure to support the status quo. FREEDOM! What’s more I’ve found some hugely supportive people through it, and formed many new relationships.

So, whilst I’d quite like never to have any competition (!) I’d recommend daring to take the step to anyone.

And of course there are some other disabled people doing radio shows, with 'Alan Commonly Known as Maglite' trying out Skype as his prefered medium.  So I’ll just have to keep upping my game!

*And it’s finally dawned on me that I could at least make the scripts available on request, to make it somewhat accessible to Deafies."

You can find out more about Merry and her work with Reading community radio by clicking on this link.

 

Posted by Dave Lupton, 30 November 2012

Last modified by Colin Hambrook, 2 December 2012