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Pain body... a brief refrain

A beast with no brain.
For a start, it has no heart
This...
This...
Thing.

This...
This ....
Monster
Ranting and raging
Wreaking havoc 
With my days and plans
With my colour
With my sensibilities
With my senses
With my sense of self.

It is nonsense.
I don't care.
Get me?
I mean it.
Go!

Ok, stay, if you insist.
I'm nothing, clearly.
A no-thing.
Be there. I don't care.
Hate me.
Hurt me.
Though you'll never destroy me.
I'm here to stay.
To win.
Survive.

Watch me. 

Posted by Deborah Caulfield, 20 September 2013

Last modified by Colin Hambrook, 24 September 2013